We have just returned home from the most memorable trip I have ever been on. Why was it memorable? Was it because we had a lot of fun and everything went smoothly? Was it because everything was safe, comfortable, and predictable? No. It’s because God showed up, but not just in the ways that I would have expected with our team sitting around having a devotional time or holding orphaned babies who otherwise would get no attention. Rather, God most clearly showed up and worked miracles in the hard, painful, scary places where I never thought our team would have to go.
Why, when we step out to be dangerous to the kingdom of darkness and bring hope to the hopeless in a sinful, broken world, are we surprised to not just find pain and suffering, but to experience pain and suffering? John 16:33 says, “In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” We saw the reality of the pain and suffering that countless orphans around the world experience as part of their daily lives. However, our team also had to wade through our own turbulent waters, and that is where we truly met God.
Let me first say that God assembled the most amazing team for this trip, and I know each person on it was hand-picked by our God for a specific purpose. I was blessed to be able to see how unique and perfectly gifted each individual was for the essential part they had to play. When our team was struggling, there were the comforters, the open and vulnerable hearts, the guides, the listeners, the sharers, the shepherds, the truth-seekers, and the encouragers. I witnessed a group of randomly assorted people come together as one body. I witnessed a God of love pouring Himself out through His people. I witnessed miracles.
Let me also say that God is good, God is sovereign, and God is faithful. Even our wonderful Honduran translator Roberto was able to share with us how, when his family could barely scrounge enough food to survive day-to-day, the times of pain and suffering simply meant that they had to look to God. God would provide. Roberto and his father Erin, who also translated for us, are living reminders that no matter what you experience, no matter where your life takes you, God is always there with you, calling you to Himself and watching over you.
If you are serious about experiencing Christ, receiving blessings from God, and being a part of God’s Kingdom on this earth, you must count the cost (Luke 14). Romans 8:32 says, “He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?” Jesus was a man acquainted with sorrows. He was pursued, abused, insulted, ignored, mistreated, robbed, beaten, imprisoned, slandered, attacked, and killed. God did not spare His Son these troubles. Yet for the joy set before him, Christ endured the cross, spurning its shame, and is now seated at the right hand of the Father. God has promised to graciously give us all things, but when He takes away some things so that we can cling only to Him, are we willing to join voices with Job to say, “You give and take away. Blessed be Your name”? We know how the story ends, but are we willing to walk out that story, even in the times when the road is hard? We want to see God work, but what if He is at work where the work is most needed? Will we join Him there, where the light is needed most?
God sent His Son into this world so that we could be called the sons and daughters of God. When I’m asked why I would go into a poor country where there is danger and hardship just to see some orphans, I will tell them that these children have the King of Kings as their father, and that makes them royalty, not just “some orphans”. But moreover, these children who have my Father as their Father, well, they are my brothers and my sisters. They need to know more about our Father’s love, just as Christ came to show me the Father’s love. Furthermore, what I do to them I do to Christ, so that is where I meet with my God.
When we step out, we will encounter trouble, for there is a battle raging on all around us. But you will not avoid trouble by staying home. No matter how hard you try and avoid it, you will have trouble in this world. Jesus assured us of that fact. Yet how much more glory will we see when we do step out in obedience, knowing our hope and our joy, rooted in Christ, is secure? How much more life will we experience when we claim God’s victory over death, instead of cowering in fear that death might come find us? How much more love will we experience when we let God’s great mercy overflow in us to those whose lives seem besieged by the darkness? “Go into all the world…” (Mark 16:15). Fear not. Our God is with you.